Sheepish

*creeps out from behind stack of text books and essays*

Well this is embarrassing...has it really been around...4 months or so since I was last on here? Really?

Personally I blame school (finish this year then I'm free and good god what the hell do I do next *has panic attack*) as it seems they enjoy reducing our social and personal time to when we sleep and eat through over use of 'practice essays' and 'quizzes'. Honestly I think they just like to torture us through sleep deprivation and stress (and yes I am stressed though I like to think I hide it well).

I would like to say that I will be on here more often now that my dad finally set up a (second hand) iPad for me but I am trying to be more honest now days. So most likely my spare time (hah! What a joke) will be split between stressing about exams, freaking out about major works, trying to calm down my friends who are stressing and freaking out a lot more than me and sleeping. Possibly eating but I'd need to schedule it in.

Though considering my insomnia has come back with a vengeance (yay three to two hours sleep a night) I will probably find some time to get on when I should be sleeping. In fact I promise I will cuz I miss everyone and I need a break from all the...well, stress and freaking out.

So don't hold your breath as I don't want to be responsible fore the untimely death of someone but don't forget me just yet. Who knows I might surprise you...and me while I'm at it.

Let's all hope so and please send me some luck. I get the feeling I'm going to need it.